On Social Capitalism

a BIG ADIEU to you all excellencies

you can pick up your superficial interest and turn right back to where you came from

there is nothing here for your Majesties,
I proudly trade poor on Social Capitalism

I play honesty, instead of polite social common sense ( a BIG ADIEU to that by the way )
I prefer to  spend time with the lonely and socially less desirable

I dont pursue friendships based on the social/ professional capital of the individual
I am sickened by trendiness and fashion

I answer all my emails
I return peoples attention as a belief of politeness
If someone asks me a question, I return a answer, no matter how busy I am
nor no matter if I have a direct interest at the moment to forge contact with that person

If someone does something for me
I am never to busy to thank them

If someone is kind to me
I dont fail to acknowledge that

I dont prey on social hierarchy,
neither I submit myself to it
neither am I tempted to use it as self- validation
or
use that as social-friendship - contact negotiating system

I dont economize my time, effort or generosity
depending how high the persons value is in the Social Capitalism system

I dont trade people socially nor professionally
by economizing my time or effort ( LESS INVESTMENT )
to achieve the higher PROFIT possible ( networking, social or professional favors, helps )


I dont shy to see and say wrong
even if that implies being bankrupted in my social capitalism value ( especially so )
and pissing off pseudo -  relevant people in the system

I dont value people for theyre social or professional networks
and I dont tolerate self-entitlement behavior based on that ( another BIG FUCK to that )


so, in analyzis
based on this underlying system of beliefs we all play for
but deny

I score really low
thank god for that sanity at least

the next time someone flies up to me
dazed by the prospect of some kind of social capitalism allure
( perhaps with social benefits affiliation intentions )
( god knows why )

let me say,

I have no sucessfull friends who rate high in the social capitalism system to spare
I dont hang out with interesting, or trendy people
I have no real interests at the moment apart from truth ( and seems to be a REAL social repellent these days )
I have no career success whatsoever -  and therefore cannot help anyone advancing in this network field
I have no glamourous lifestyle

or in other words,

I will not introduce you to important, cool, relevant, exciting people
( you will not be able to feed on my non- existent social capital hierarchy )
I will not amuse you or remove you from boredom
I will probably not add to make your everyday life more exciting
I will not help you in advacing your career because I lack network resources

that said,
I stripe myself bare to the nakedness of my personality
me, Angela
the living, struggling, being
to who you may or not relate to

in here theres only me
the person
and my belief of truth, equality and generosity
( and no, this word triffle desert  DOES not make me a IDIOT in this SOCIAL CAPITALIST reality we live in but not dare to admit -  it makes me a IDEALIST, a HUMANIST rather than a CAPITALIST being )

and so,
what is my value and what can I give?
what can the other TAKE from me?
not much I am afraid,
apart from
truth and generosity

so,
still interested?