Let me be MY everlasting light - a smile on my face, inside me

I dedicate this song to myself - It feels so good
to you Angela from me Angela
Angela above in the sky, looking and smiling to Angela below
Angela below looking up, smiling
Yes  :) I will let ME be MY everlasting light

here lyrics re-arranged (below)



Let me be MY everlasting light

The sun when there is none
Im a Shepard for ME
And Ill guide ME through
Let me be MY everlasting light

Let me be MY everlasting light 


Ill hold and never scold
In me I can confide
When no ones by MY side
Let me be  MY everlasting light 

Oh baby, cant you see?
Im shining just for ME
Loneliness is over
Dark days are through
Theyre through

Let me be MY everlasting light 


A train going away from pain
Love is the coal
That makes MY train roll

Let me be MY everlasting light 

Let me be MY everlasting light 

Let me be MY everlasting light 

Be MY everlasting light


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Work (?) only like this

Meeting the director M. 

lunch, wine, music, ideas, sketchbook, U-Tube channels, philosophy (and of course some cheese)

Nice

Picking WHITE CHERRIES

picking 3 at once

the fierce protection from the birds and the cats

its them or us for 

yes they are really white cherries

some steps up

Yes, white cherries  - I am lucky enough to have a good friend who  shares the garden with me every year, when we ally forces against all the birds, cats and squirrels and try to take the upper step to collect some of these super sweet and rare, 100% organic, natural cherries.

White cherries are increasingly rarer to find on shops, and despite theyre not so tempting, perfect look they are small but very nice - my favorite.

Another perfect day - thank you, for gardens, for friends, for good weather, for birds, for cats, for grass and of course for WHITE CHERRIES.

PERFECT - Night picnic

I have a new found source of pleasure - NIGHT PICNICS, especially if unplanned, intimate and  involving messy indian food, no cutlery and very good company.

This was the last one. Perfect.

Summer night sky  -  so good.

Peashwari Naan, chicken pasanda + tandori - classic.

Punch in the eye + punch in the mouth (mango and curry sauce)

hands only - one of VERY few times hate with hands - interesting sensation.

hand + sauce contact impro. (?) (!) ^^

The Sneeze - studio, setup, and first impressions

the studio building

the plan

really fascinated by this cables

Dressing room - took the MENS dressing room by mistake,

Oh well, I dont believe in gender anyway ....

 

The Renaissance woman - sewing

some sewing prep. for O. show.
yes, and I can sew too -  not meaning I enjoy it.
Too much womanly/domestic activity is not for me -  but occasionally playing the perfect  feminine archetype is enjoyable.

Looking at the  grace of the arms and hands working the needle -  I must have been virtuous, at least in a past life.

The first gift - Butoh live modeling@ St. Martins

Friday was such a good day -  my first dedicatory gift from one of the students.

These were from a set of static butoh movement / poses I done that day at the studio - so I particularly like these - for me it captures so well my own personal, spontaneous body expression/approach in butoh.

 and I can so much feel the memory of the movement and the quality of expression of my own body  -  so well captured in this drawing.

Thank you L. -  so much.

I am a Tiger, this is my year - could you pls give me your window poster (?)

Smile -  yes :)

Tigers are saied to be master in impulse, daring (shame (?) -  whats that (?)) -  for what (?)) and
so why not at passing at Covent garden Tea Shop, entering, smiling at the shop keeper and ask him if he could pls, pls give me that wonderful Tiger year poster on the window display (?)

Well, here it goes if you dont have the courage to ask, you will never get it ...
So I got home that day, happier, thankful carrying with me what I wanted....
" ... like all Felines, Tigers ALWAYS land on theyre feet ... so, they are not afraid of falling"