Wednesday 21 April 2010

Body - Space - Image - workshop with Miranda Tufnell ( writing sketch)































(notebook notes only  - finalized post to come later ....)

Class 1: the skull and the feet have both exactly 26 bones!
I was amazed to know that both the skull and feet are made of the same exact number of bones -  both are constituted by 26 different bones in total.

As I am skeptic about coincidences ( especially regarding human body/nature -  nothing in us seems to be a accident) -  I immediate drawn a line of relation between these two: the skull and  the feet -  the mind and the body, the leader and the follower...

In reality, both allows us to explore the world in many different ways: the brain explores both inner and outside landscapes -  the feet explore ground, soil, water - the many material qualities of what exists outside us. They are both receptors.

Improvisation exercise: a partner exercise -  improvisation and  response on exploring the inner and outside landscape of feet. Start point is the floor.
My dance partner for this exercise was Gaby (Skinner teacher - she is great -  very powerful energy  - ^^^!)
She starts by sketching her own personal exploration of the ground -  them I answer to her sketch with my own improvisation - and finally we speak about what we saw in each other performance.

.Gabys feedback on my impro. first lay in one word: Precision, she felt her attention focusing on the precise quality of my movement - and the image the received was:  feet moving gracefully like a horse.
She saied this created a very clear and precise response in her to my movement -  she knew exactly how to respond to my impro.


Class 2 -  the movement of breath - breathing and taking in and outside us
Omg -  breathing - such a common, unnoticed organic, vital routine  we all perform several thousands times each day -  and yet such a powerful, vital, relevant transport of getting information in and out of us.

The concept and mechanics of breading must be really one of the most fascinating and poetic performances of the human body. When we breath, we perform a dual movement, we build a bridge that transport in an out of us all that is outside us ( the energy, the smell, the space...)

Breathing is a truth reflection of ourselves and how we work as human beings - we are always changing, like a river current always on the move -  both organically ( all of our cells rejuvenate each 3 days), mentally and emotionally -  we are  in nature this incredible wheel always spinning, always entering the new -  we never touch, experience, or see things the same way twice -  each precious moment of existence is in fact UNIQUE.

By breading you feed ( literally -  is is proven oxygen is food to our body cells), you comunicate, you travel, you explore - it is a powerful self empowering tool -  start to use it!

We breath not only with our lungs, but with all of our body -  just pay attention -  take in a deep lomg breath and FEEL the air traveling inside your body -  moving up to your skull (brain) and down to your lungs...

The feeling of BREATHING with your SKULL is a powerful, intoxicating experience and can make you feel like you are a little bit drunk ... but it is a wonderful, relaxing feeling that often  opens a door into yourself.

By experience BREATHING at this deeper level you can also feel and start to explore the empty space inside your body -  this is REALLY a EXCITING, wonderful feeling - suddenly you discover this empty, really big spaces inside yourself ( inside your skull, inside your legs, inside your arms, between your bones...) -  I have discovered several, different landscapes inside myself - and know I can start to dance/move inside this spaces - SUPER EXCITING!

Class notes + feedback:
1) dual movement of breathing -  being drunk with breath -  breathing with your skull - exploring the spaces inside your head/body
2) riding the partner breath -  my partner cryed
3) my impro.: I was somewhere else -  my mind was a peacefull, white energy place- only one tought in my mind, only one feeling in all my body, bones, muscles: my  BREATH- dancing my ow breath
4) feedback from Miranda (teacher) exquisite personal impro. + trio contact :  your dance was very beautiful, honest and exquisite

Class 3 -  the heart
I was fascinated to learn that the heart is the first the first organ to be formed in us humans (when we are fetus) -  it is fully functioning and beating from the age of 3 weeks already!!!
I was also amazed by the size of the heart in the early stages of our existence ( while at the mother womb-developing) it is huge - almost 40% of the fetus body!!!
This information came to enforce my own personal belief and admiration for the heart -  this mysterious pumping organ symbolically connected with the idea of love, emotion, the ability to experience and ouch life, existence trough emotions. The Mind of course is of great importance -  because it allow  us to process all the incredible rich, precious ray of emotional experience - into knowledge into wisdom ...

But ultimately I believe that there would not be a Mind without a Heart ...
No love, no life ....

Tuesday 13 April 2010

Skinner Release Technique - first day



Today it has my first dat at the SRT workshop

I left floating inside myself, with the strange feeling a crack had been open inside me ....
a good one, a releasing one....
a feeling of light coming from within,
today I think I saw a very bright line, shinning - spilling over this crack that is new in me ....

At arriving,
comfortable, everything felt familiar, welcoming
I felt in my element,
The people, the studio, the light, the shadow drawing of the windows on the floor
all belonged in some way

Some words were kept,
still not fully understanding theyre meaning
but they have stood out in my mind: pause, clarity and economy in dance
Have the feeling this might be of personal importance for me and need pursuing....

I do not remember a lot of what was spoken
I can just remember my body being attracted to the floor
arms, legs, feet, hands
spoke of secrets, emotions and the new in me
and the pleasure of speaking
to the floor
with my body

the floor felt like a long time awaited confident
my body wants to speak
I want to discover

I will now....
I am happy.

Wednesday 7 April 2010

My latest musical/poetic gem ... Gil Scott- Heron




I'm New Here ...
by Gil Scott-heron

I did not become someone different
That I did not want to be
But I'm new here
Will you show me around

No matter how far wrong you've gone
You can always turn around
Met a woman in a bar
Told her I was hard to get to know
And near impossible to forget
She said i had an ego on me
The size of Texas

Well I'm new here and I forget
Does that mean big or small

No matter how far wrong you've gone You can always tournaround

And I'm shedding plates like a snake
And it may be crazy but I'm
the closest thing I have
To a voice of reason

Turnaround turnaround turnaround
And you may come full circle
and be new here again


My latest musical/poetical love experience: the beautiful voice and words of Mr. Gil Scott -Heron. 
Such a deep, poetic and therefore BEAUTIFUL voice of HUMAN EXPERIENCE.
The voice echos, trembles inside my own experiences...
The words tingle, bright, crystalline, freshen, make me dizzy in hope...


It took this man 16 years to put together  80 minutes of universal, human beauty and realization...
We can now just listen to his voice, find our own and ecstasy in pure beauty ...


This as taken me unexpectedly again into a mind journey...


Listening to his music, reading his words, being touched by it - reflecting myself in it, proves me personally once again two fundamental things:


1- apart from abysmatic differences we are forced upon to (race, age, social, sex, moral), please let us  do not forget that as human beings we all share a common ground trail of experience ... at some point we all question, love, despair, suffer, excel...  and if we managed NOT TO FORGET that, them we will for sure be kinder to ourselves and to others, be less lonely, less desperate, less cruel and more aware of BEAUTY (that kind the senses cannot approach and the kind that make us overspill).


Being able to CONNECT, exit ourselves , be immense and touch all and everything ... I am sure this is a HUMAN CAPACITY ... the world would be such a better place, if we all would remember to connect, more often, with us and all around us...


2 - The POWER of HOPE and VULNERABILITY - the realization of human nature: imperfect, erratic but with an immense powerful desire for perfection, harmony. BEAUTY and TENSION, make us move into new things, make us trail, walk, live, learn ... when we arrive, we face REALIZATION, to which this song is such a BEAUTIFUL and PERFECT example of...


The greatest power of being human, might just well be ... to HOPE.

Saturday 3 April 2010

the 5.00 AM bird song ...


























I have came to know I am in  Spring when I hear birds singing around 5.00 am.
Tonight it was the first time in the year I have heard him...
... it transports me to the other side of life, reality - one that is not quite so dull, not quite so dense - one who was fantasy, beauty, purity and fulfillment.

I wake up with a single one bird song. He sings alone, and them he waits.... them, he repeats his song again, creating a musical pattern of beauty and silence,  projection and stillness, joy and sadness.
I want to see the image of this bird, who is singing outside, in the morning cold, alone. I have tried to spot him several times, but whiteout success - it always remains just a voice with no image - just like feelings.
I have never seen how this bird who blissfully wakes me up at 5.00 am looks like. I imagine tough that he is small, beautiful and vulnerable ... the voice so much bigger than the body.

The human mind is a wonderful thing ... how can a single bird song at an awkward time of the night, trigger this state I am in right now... the world is generous, life is generous... there is so much beauty, freely handed to us everywhere, ready to be savored, ready to heal us.... beauty, fulfillment is everywhere, it is just waiting to be discovered, taken and transformed (the alchemist).
Artists are not supreme beings, they are just natural alchemists, who intuitively understand the dormant beauty potential existing in all things - nature, feelings, pain, love -  the only thing they do is  to voice it outside themselves. Even the voice is not a unique gift, every human being has a voice, the crucial difference is that the artist is forced to shout. This is why it is a mistake to think of artists as superior beings -  ultimately we are all equal.

In the end - and all starting with a little bird song at 5.00 am -  I came to realize how wonderful... I have arrived, reached myself .... the world is not a heavy stone anymore, instead it is a blind staking beautiful, never ending white canvas where everything I wish for happens, it is a always present generous hand who constantly spills over me beauty. I now live within me and within all things in my life.