THIS is Film - Berlin, frozen and broken, exciting B-E-R-L-I-N

Unforgettable Berlin
broken, frozen and exciting
a heavy silence
whispering not - in - piece

I fitted in

There was snow, ice, freedom, body, movement, performance, training, pain
tango, attractive word spinning, enchantment, capture, dance, dancers, 2.00 am Hare krishna bycicle
life was full

the gratification of solitude
the pleasurable newness of things
the reassuring of who I am
sometimes
nice, unbearable, distant, needy, generous, vibrant, silent

alive
alive
alive

I go to sleep

Sometimes we lie,
just because
we cant resist beauty,
the poetry of the moment
the highness of the utopic dream

(from: confessions of a Serial Romantic )

My new track addiction,
I must have heard it at least
20 times in a row

The mood is addictive,
totally descontructed or disconneted
from reality

the andro, mourning
poetic voice of her
like I could not at the beginning
decide if it was a girl or a boy
singing

I -g-o--to--s-l-ee-p
....
and imagine
7 girls in black lipstick

Still trying to define, figure out
this musical addiction of mine

what is this type of sound
I am so drawn to?
what are its qualities

Emo - yes
Electronic - yes
Goth -  yes, potentialy
Poetic -  no doubt

EMO - ELECTRO - POEGOTH

Mourn song for LOST passport - R.I.P. passport

Unpacking from Berlin,
just realized lost my passport
on the way of airport home

its not the first fright
I got with this passport,
at least 3x times I remember almost
loosing it

but this time is for real
its gone
it had to leave me

A mourn song for my lost passport
R.I.P.
xxx

ITS THE MOST WONDERFULL TIME OF THE YEAR - XMAS PORTUGAL 2010

Seriously, I have not met a city yet, that beats my hometown Lisbon,
originally called Lisboa
from old latin meaning
LIS ( Light) + BOA (good ) -  meaning GoodLight

Coincidence or not,
those you shot in Lisbon
agree
Lisbon has the most unique daylight
and you will not find any other blue sky quite like in Lisbon


It has been the most wonderfull xmas
xxx
love ALL
especially mom + dad