Today I almost didnt make it to JOB

today i just want to run away, escape, disappear - non be.
take a break from life.
Freedom is the most important thing.

The behaviour of fogg

I love the mood of fogg, especially in forests. This was a very special day at a very special place.

The fog gave a feeling of magic, it was dense and I could feel it in my body, in my mind and in my soul. I could breath the Fogg, and with that a feeling I was feeding on some kind of especial, magic energy.

The Fog was all around, nothing could escape it. It surrounded, penetrated everything, it had no obstacles - in its pure, subtle and delicated form it revealed all its power - in a passive, slow, subtle way it crossed body and soul of everything existing in that forest -  with no effort, no resistance.

In that day, it haded to its evergrowing memory also the flavour of me, the memory of my soul and toughts.

The fogg is ever changing, it became something diferent after it crossed my soul that day, it became a part of me, and that it will carry me in way forever to so may other living things.

A la Mode - September shoot - Paris/ Bastille

Photography: Hiro S.

Styling: myself

Location: Paris, little studio flat-Bastille

Happy - Mazzy Star

Field of light


They hold me inside

Count my stars

Theyre all lucky in the sky



Theres a time

When you go off the light

And all my things look like someone elses memories



Cold outside

Burns a great big hole in my heart

I just wait till youre happy

And your smile makes it bright

It makes it bright



Sleep inside

Ocean has miles

It shimmers and it glows

For some people

I know it shines

I know it shines



Stay inside

Dont the colors make you blind

They hold me inside

Count my stars

Let them shine

I know they shine

Panda gangstha!

nice! it fits me perfectly
( we allways end up little mad after so many hours in these shops)

the future of tango

fresh, new, exciting, beautiful,creative and intense - If i could choose and a Tango dance handwritting - this would be pretty much it. She is absolutely. superb!
the set, the music, the mood perfect.

Sometimes there is so much beauty, that you feel you can not take it...

".. Music is well said to be the speech of angels: in fact, nothing among the utterances allowed to man is felt to be so divine. It bring us near to the infinite."

oh, all the heavenly creatures walk tonight casting their tracks in wet cement ground

oh, all the heavenly creatures
walk tonight
casting their tracks
in wet cement ground
their thoughts and pictures
cast forever
oh, all the lasting treasures
grace and beauty lay in pushing myself
i open my heart
under the planets mobile
laying in the soft light
coming through my window

SLOW DANCE- JEREMY JAY - Possibilities, Dreams, Glamour and Loneliness,Joyful Power of Dancing and Fantasies

Favorite track - Slow Dance 2
Album review: this album is sate of mind for Jeremy Jay, filled with Possibilities and above all Dreams. Here, Jay offers a different kind of dream world. These songs are often steeped in Glamour and Loneliness, but they also celebrate the Joyful Power of Dancing and Fantasies.

I to tango to this track.

A FAINT HEART

The curse of too much self love. I can get no satisfaction. Una infinita tristeza. A sense of incompleteness. Being aware of the problem but not being able to solve it.

LAURIE SIMMONS - Underneath series

Laurie Simmons -1988 - underneath collection

so interesting - food for tought

Beautiful photo- thanks!

I so miss the quieteness, the space and the numbness of that afternoon -  it was like I was diluted in that place.

Life should really just slow down - Can I design/Work from the temple?

Paris shoot styling

Shoot is paris with Hiro Soda. 

Styling: myself

You say the most beautiful things

thursday evening, a distressed lesson - annoyed, enfuriated, frustrated, what a waste of time - she romps out of the class and heads home with the most somber impression on her eyes.
All the journey it is only the voice of WHY she can hear, it is only the FACE of WHY she can see. A couple of lonely and peculiar souls try to make contact, but she is not interested. Lets call her Ennui by the way. At that moment Ennui is only interested in inflicting others the same bright light of coldness, indiference and rejection she knows so well this last year - a very tempting frame indeed, one of one wants to get out but fails because it became so addictive.

Finally, almost back - in the sky that bloody bright, cold moon almost in its full power - how nice it would be if the moon failed to appear this evening - if she just missed her appointment, betrayed all us and did not make and appearance tonight.

Back now -  first steps in. A feeling of familiarity and boredon, but at the same time a sense of what is  invaluable, irreplacable, unique - the gift of unconditional love, the gift of your love.

 A sofa, a towel, some tears and your hearth voice,
You say the most beautiful things.

TANGO - in my mind

So frequent toughts of dancing, the possibilityes for neweness and discovery seem infinite - and on each single one a new picture, a new feeling,a new sensation, a new story - how fascinating!
a couple of images I would love to inflict on myself:
Tango + Grace Jones
Tango + Symphonie n.7 ( Beth.) or cello suites (Bach)
Tango + Slow Dance 2 ( Jeremy Jay) - very hooked on COLLETTE
Tango + Christopher Kane

Tango - rules and freedom

Tango basic rule - I was told several times: the man leads, the woman follows, the man  displays his female dance partner?
Also it was sayed Tango ( should) is a conversation between dance partners -  if so and the man only leads that would it not be more a monolog?
Monologs are boring.
Apart from all rules - wish I very willingly would like to put behing - Tango should be reduced to a pure, simple  feeling only, and the rule only one: to dance because of the pleasure of dancing.
Less rules, more feeling, more experiment - dance with your mind, dance with your soul.